July 15

What a night! Chris and I decided to go out for dinner and I just rolled up some spliffs. I didn't totally need to bring them ended up happening so doesn't work out that when we enter into the mall entrance there is a ride program he can smell the weed from the car. I thought it was very reasonable and lenient that he just asked for what we had and let us go on our way. actually I believe that the grace of God we were able to get out of that situation safely without legal interaction.  It makes me cringe to think about what could've happened. License pensions, expensive lawyers, embarrassing explanations to parents. I will have my lesson. Officially. I will not go on the road and carry anything anymore I have two children I had to think about and a hard-working husband.

Best day ever

Planning for Monroe's birthday party has been a lot of work but totally worth it. Mom Thank God has come to stay. I don't know what I would do without her. Tristan and I got into it and having her around is a huge support system.

I love her so much I don't know what I would do without her and I can only hope that I can be to Chloe half of what she's been to me. Those kids love her so much that bond is so deep.

It's been a really long day getting everything together for the party and I've been in the garage smoking up a storm watching some reality TV and mom just came in to see what I was up to I gave her my spliff so she could take a puff and she actually did! LOL 

This is the greatest day ever I never thought she actually would do it but I am commence I can actually get her to sit down and maybe try for a couple of puffs at least! LOL wink wink