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It's happening. The compliments are slowly increasing. That obviously is a confidence boost.

I actually achieved the above weight on Chloe's birthday. Just when I thought I plateaued. It just goes to show you have to persevere. Just when you think you aren't making progress you got to intensify the work.

Tris and I have been getting at each other in the last couple of days. Not fun.

The big baptism and birthday party is tomorrow. I have to put on my hostess hat. I think the attendance may start some drama.

Days like this

Those times when I just want to strangle him, or criticize him for doing something annoying and then days like this happen. It's cold outside, it's early, and it's a Saturday. My man is out there making a living for us. Also help fixing my fuck up. Today really made me open my eyes and see it times I take for granted the fact that he goes out on the weekend, because he does really have to.

I think it this point I've pretty much embrace he is going to let me have it periodically over the next 2 1/2 years. I feel like I can make sure things are getting done around here for example: shutters, shed, barbecue then  I think he would be OK. I'm trying to be limited with the cash at the same time I don't want him to feel completely deprived. That's why it's so important to me that he gets a gym membership so he can work out and get his frustrations out. I wouldn't mind looking into it it's cheaper than Good life. I'll have to see. 

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I guess I can see that I feel good. I am starting to feel differently in my clothes. I love getting compliments from random people on my progress. I also want Tristan to get his gym membership quickly so that he doesn't resent the fact that I'm able to go as often as I do. I am working on my eating habits and trying to cut down on the sweets. It does go hand-in-hand with my habit so I'm going to have to come to some compromise.

I am about 20 pounds away from how much I was when I met Tristan. I would like to see if I could get to 135 and live that way but I am also prepared if my body doesn't receive that weight well.

I would like to meet some people at the gym, but I am so shy. I want to overcome that.

I'm going to start to take truces advice more this year and come with solutions instead of talking about problems.

Tomorrow I start running at 5.7! Very excited.

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New year, new goals

January 2017 I would like to be 135 - 140.

I would like to look into teaching body pump or body combat.

I would like to run in at least 3 organized runs.

Eat a salad at least 4 days a week.

Eat a fruit a day

Use frozen fruit.

Invest in some protein powder.

Conquer burpees.

Drink 2 litres of water a day.

No fast food restaurants. No pop tarts. No pie. No cashews.

Get a consultation with Ann's doctor for breast lift by ohip.

Update workout wardrobe.

Take photos of progress.

Do a combo of: planks,sit ups, lunges, push ups before bed or when you wake up.

Look into ways to get tummy tuck paid for.

Make friends at the gym. Make eye contact. Be approachable.

Go to trampoline park with Novlette.