Days like this

Those times when I just want to strangle him, or criticize him for doing something annoying and then days like this happen. It's cold outside, it's early, and it's a Saturday. My man is out there making a living for us. Also help fixing my fuck up. Today really made me open my eyes and see it times I take for granted the fact that he goes out on the weekend, because he does really have to.

I think it this point I've pretty much embrace he is going to let me have it periodically over the next 2 1/2 years. I feel like I can make sure things are getting done around here for example: shutters, shed, barbecue then  I think he would be OK. I'm trying to be limited with the cash at the same time I don't want him to feel completely deprived. That's why it's so important to me that he gets a gym membership so he can work out and get his frustrations out. I wouldn't mind looking into it it's cheaper than Good life. I'll have to see.